Monday, December 22, 2008

Changes

Why are changes so hard for most people?

I usually go with the flow and have taught the same to my babies.

But for some reason I am in a major mind battle with changes that are happening to our family.

One moment I think I am ready for change and then the next moment I not sure of change.

I really think that it is the future that I am scared of.

I am one of those people that take a while to make a decision because I am terrified of making a wrong decision.

God knows I am not perfect and that I make mistakes all the time but these decisions not only effect me but my babies.

I really don't have a voice in this change so it does make it a little bit easier for my battle.

I want to thank everyone for their prayers they really have helped.

At one point all I wanted to do was crawl in bed and not wake up for a while.

Now though I am feeling stronger.

Not quite in the Christmas spirit that I would like to be in but at least I don't want to sleep all the time.

Please continue to keep us in your prayers as our changes have not yet occurred and are going to be long in the process.

But I think I see a light at the end of my tunnel.

I am even thinking of baking today, too bad my stomach does not feel like eating it.

There are way worse things out there then what I am dealing with.

I am a woman and I am strong!

I am a mother and that makes me even stronger!

Happy Cold As Heck Monday!

7 comments:

Sheila said...

Prayers still going up. You are a strong person but don't be afraid to ask for help. Major change is never easy not matter if it is good or bad. If there is anything I can do PLEASE let me know.

Sheila said...

Happy to see you posting! =o) What are you baking today?

Heather said...

You are strong!!! Hang in there!! And feel free to ask for help on ANYTHING!!

Trauma Karl said...

Trust me you are one of the strongest women I've met. You know too, that I always have women around me, maybe it's because they get paid to be there too. That's beside the point. Please let us know as well what you need, anytime.

pnny said...

Hang in there. This will get through this and you will be even a stronger person. Let us know what we can do to help! Love you!

Heidi said...

glad your back - I have been thinking about you A LOT! We will keep praying for you.... Have a Merry Christmas Eve.

Heidi said...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I hope things are going well - LOVE To you all and prayers for you and and your brood!!